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First off I wish to thanks the people that took the time commenting in my last journal. I can't say I'm staying or not, I just got my car a couple of days ago and I've been a busy busy bee working on it with my step dad. Once I get my car running and I start driving I'm probably going to have to get a job. It won't be too bad, I will be working here in the office for our business. The fact is in between school, homework, and work I might not get to do much of what I used to. I will make sure I at the least get the time to talk to friends on MSN, note me if you're interested.. I'm anxious that over time I will have to stop what I enjoy doing, the sad part that everyone has to grow up and of course I don't want to-I dont think anybody does. Idk just have troubled thoughts at this moment. There's always strings attached to things. There's no way to get out of it either, giving up isnt an option. I'm just tired of being laughed at, something being rubbed in my face, or even dragging down my emotions. I believe the only choice I have is to get over it. Anywho, I apologize for the rant of emotions..Sometimes I cant stand them.

Emotions, Thoughts, Vents, So Forth
- Confused
- Hurt
- Hopeful